What i can learn from my failures

I Won't Let Failures Haunt me 

Do you ever fail to do or to achieve something in your lives ? I think , whole human beings in the world have ever failed to do something that they want to and they hope . Do you know what failure means ? According to me , failure is just a delayed success . I mean , may be , i can't do that this time , but i can do that in the next time .

I remember , i have many failures in my past time . I have ever failed in the science competition and English speech competition . I have ever failed to make a planning , i also ever failed to ride a motorbike .

In my past time , i failed in the science Olimpiad competition and English speech competition when i was in Senior High School . I admitted that i didn't  study hard , and i was selfish at that time . I thought that it was just a peace of cake competition . So , the result was i wasn't a champion for my school and i got a bad grade . I really disappointed and felt shame at that time .

I also ever failed to ride a motor bike . I know , this was very terrible and horrible . I fell down from it and i got a serious accident . I was taken to hospital at that time . I know , it was happened because of frightened , scared and had no self-confident . So , the result was pain and scary ..Because it was the first time i learnt to ride a motorbike . So , i was a little bit afraid to ride it .Fortunately , after i was getting better , i try , try and try again . I trust in my self and not afraid . Finally i can ride it well .


I ever failed to make a planning , a valuable planning that i had already planned before . It was a planning of celebrating my mom's birthday .Unfortunately , i failed to make it come true .Because i lost my money that i collected in my wallet . I felt very sad at that time . But never mind , i believe i can make it next year or next several years , and i promise for my self to make it come true .


However ,what i most fear is fail in the future . I really don't want to fail my dreams due to my stupidity and bad attitude . I promise , i won't let failures haunt me .It's enough that it frightened my past . I hope , it never comes back again in the next time .


Actually , it depends on my attitude to do that . If i have a wrong attitude , i believe i will fail again . But , if i have a wise attitude , i believe i will get success .


So , to me , failure happens because of my stupidity and my wrong attitude to do something . Be positive thinking and learn from my failure is very nice and makes me more confident to arrange my future .


thank you

everyday's hero

Name      :      Sawaluddin

Identity    :      Public Transportation Driver

Date        :      October ,28th  2010

Time        :      15:00 pm

Question : Good afternoon , sir . I'm Lukman ,if you don't mind , I'd  like to ask you some questions about                            you    for a minute . Could you tell me your name please , sir ?

Answer :  Ohh, okay my name is Sawaluddin .

Question :  If you don't mind , could you tell me hoe old you are , sir ?

Answer :   I'm 54 years old

Question : Ok , then do you like your job sir ?

Answer : Yes i do , because it's very interesting to me .

Question : Why do you choose to be a public transportation driver than a taxi driver , sir ?

Answer : Because this is easier and simply .

Question : What encourage you to do this job ?

Answer : I really enjoy it much . Beside that , i also have to fulfill my household necessity .

Question : Whatever do you undergo while you're driving on the way , sir ?

Answer : A traffic jam .

Question : Do you ever get any accident when you're driving sir ?

Answer : As far as now , i never get it .

Question : By the way do you have any experiences ,sir ?

Answer : Yes , i ever worked as a bus driver when i was 30.

A Driver takes me to my destination

By the way , do you know who always take you from one place to the other place , but unconsciously you ignore them ? That 's the public transportation driver . why do i choose this  , because i consider this is related to my life . I feel that there is a driver in my life , who always show the way to go from my home and take me to somewhere , get back to my home again by the same ways ,and may be in the different ways but in one destination. Not only that , but also the driver who drives my own life , my thinking and my heart . That is my Lord Jesus who stays in my soul.

I should be grateful because i have a driver in my life,that is God .Everything i do in my life , i need a driver . When i go  traveling , i need a driver to take me there . When i have a journey , i need a driver to take me there . I know , a driver is really valuable for my life . Because , a kind driver will avoid the holes of problems, the rain of challenges  and the gap of dangers to takes me to my destination safely. So , what should i do for my life's driver who is  really very kind to me ? I should give the appreciation and respect by praying . As well as to the public transportation drivers , i should respect them and appreciate them by paying the services that they give to me .

Ok , then i so forget . I think a driver should have experiences . Because , if not , it possibly make me feel uncommfortable . 

in summary , i have to believe that Lord is a driver in my life , who runs the wheel of my life ,and stays in my deep soul. And , i have to respect the driver who always takes me to somewhere in this real life . I want to be a driver for my family then ....hehehehehehehe

reflecting of short story

  Love aaaaaaaanndd  loyalty ................






Do you know what is love  and loyalty ? Whoever do you love in your lives  if you love someone in  your lives , will you be loyal to her/him even if she/he is bad-looking and ugly ? Ok , then just answer them in your own hearts.

um.. have you ever read the beauty and the beast story ? i hope you have ever . for me , this story is really interesting ,and makes some change on myself after i read it . it gives me an imagination about true love.

Frankly , i realize that it's an accidentally love. In addition , it makes me feel about love.

Love isn't forced to, but it comes from inside your heart to love someone , even if the someone that you love is bad, good , ugly, beautiful, good-looking , pretty , cool , hot ...etc. I believe there is a chemistry feelings among human beings ,so you can feel love. And , kindness and attitude will add value to love.

So , as for me true love and loyalty is hard to find in this time.....hahahahahaha....just kidding .

true love comes from God as a great gift for human . True love will accept you as you are , true love needs your loyalty and sacrifice .In brief, it will bring you happiness and harmonism in your lives.

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by Lukman Ferry 시원한 

Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati

Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi

Renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa

Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini

Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama

Semakin berputik perasaan ini

Kini baru ku sedari Selama ini kau ku sayangi

Andai bukan itu hakikatnya

Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku pahami

Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi

Beban rahasia kian membakar diri

Kalimat cinta selongkar renungan dicipta

Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar

Kasih tak kesampaian

Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta

Kini baru ku sedari

Selama ini kau ku sayangi

Andai bukan itu hakikatnya

Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku pahami

Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi

Beban rahasia kian membakar diri

Ikhlas ku nyatakan

Kau yang ku sayangi

Kau yang ku cintai

Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan

Mungkin satu hari

Kan terbuka pintu hati

Dapat juga kau terima

Diriku akhirnya

Ikhlas ku nyatakan

Kau yang ku sayangi

Kau yang ku cintai

Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan

Mungkin satu hari

Kan terbuka pintu hati

Dapat juga kau terima Diriku akhirnya

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Ku Sendiri



Ku melihat dikau bersama dia
Sukarnya ku percaya
Apa harus ku lakukan
Sukarnya daku menghadapinya
Dikau jauh dari ku
Pedihnya dalam hatiku
Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya
Apakah silap dan salahku
Apakah dia yang dicari
Apa yang harus ku lakukan
Untuk kembali di sisimu
Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri
Ku terbayang dan terdengar suaramu
Hanya gurauan senda senyum dan ketawamu
Di manakah akan terus ku layar lara hati ku ini
Masih menahan rasa
Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhanmu
Membuat hati tertanya
Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta
Apa yang telah terjadi dikau tak kembali
Tinggal ku sendiri
Terpadam api cinta ini
Apakah yang harus ku… huuu..
Membuat hati tertanya..

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reflecting of commercial

By the way , do you know the popular sportswear in the world? what's the name of the company ?

that is Nike , Nike inc.company . I have learn  many things from this commercial . Especially how to study hard, work hard , keep practicing , keep moving and success in career . Like what i have watched on it's video , my heart said something , " what a magnificent and great performance "...., cos , it really makes me realized that , i have to develop  my hobby through  hard work and do practicing lots .Then , it will bring me a success and the victory in my life. 

performing like the models of the Nike company is not as easy as i thought. It's really hard , right ?? not only hard, but also it needs sacrifice everything  that i have , may be time , money , family , friends and also my self. And , it's also not apart from my struggle and willingness .

As for me ,  this commercial is really good , i like it much . it's not only promotion of its products , but also persuades me to improve myself through hard-working and keep practicing . And also, gives me an inspiration and motivation to develop my hobby . To me , Hobby is not just for fun , but it can bring me success in the future.

thank you

reflecting of commercial

Do you know Nike company ? it's the best company of sportswear